This past week and half I've done so hard to not binge or over eat. I have not binged for a month. A month! But Im still the same. I look down and why is there still a lump?
One day we went to the zoo and I ate a handful of grapes and an apple. I get home to find out I was more bloated than I was that morning.
The frustration is killing me. I try so hard, but nothing changes. I cant purge, I cant cut.(Im still staying with my boyfriends family) I bursted out into tears in the shower and all I could do was punch myself. Im so mad at myself. Im going to have to do better...
Lets see how long I can fast without his family saying anything.
Sorry for the lack of posting,and commenting but I hope everyone is doing well.
Lots of love to you all :)