How do you guys do it?
I've JUST tried talking to my boyfriend about my eating problems, and told him I think I might be bulimic.
Honestly I want help because I can't STOP eating no matter how bad I know it is. I don't care about not eating, but the constant wanting for food. As much as I hate it, I want it.
So I told my boyfriend about it, for the record, I get depressed sometimes and cut myself, and he knows I do but he always changes the subject and tries avoiding it so I rarely ever talk to him about my problems now, and I wasn't surprised with the response I got.
"I don't understand. You shouldn't have to(binge) if you eat regular meals and don't make yourself throw up."
Good thing I didn't have much expectations on the response.
Have you guys ever told anyone about your problems?
Do they understand?
Is it just my boyfriend, or do many people not understand bulimia? Yet they do anorexia?
Do I have to become skin and bones thin to become noticed and receive help?
Ugh but if I was skinny I wouldn't need the help. I only want help to stop this binging.
What would I do without this blog. I'm so glad there are people out there who understand, I just wish I knew you guys personally :( It would be so much fun to have an actual physical friend to diet with!