Friday, December 14, 2012

It's no fair

Those girls who eat all they want, don't work out, and look so stunning.
I weigh 105 right now and girls that weigh the same as me look so much better. All of my fat goes to my thighs, my stomach feels like it's forever bloated, these fat by my armpit, and to top it off, I have broad shoulders which makes me looks manly especially when wearing tank tops. I have small hips too so I feel my thighs will always touch, cause even when I was 95, I remember they still slightly touched. What the hell.

I can't wait to get back to 95 pounds.
I'm jealous of those girls who were just blessed with beautiful body figures...

On a positive note, i've been doing good with stopping from binging! Like I said, I'm taking things little by little so I don't suddenly burst from all the restricting.

Hope youre all doing good and have a wonderful day :)


  1. I'm sure you look great :)
    It is annoying that some people can eat whatever they feel like, and still be thin. Some others have to go through pain to reach thinness. That sucks!

  2. Isn't it funny how the thin girls eat tons of food? One day their metabolisms will run out, and then you'll be ahead of the pack.